:
Ilya shuddered and fear took hold of his senses as the tall men, men whom his
father continually called
thugs pummeled his father and pushed him up the goat
path
with his hands tied behind his back.
 :
Oh Ilya Ivanov, Ilya said to himself. He repeated his name over and over as
he always did when he was upset. He had watched his father at the mercy of these
four men, men he had not seen before. Oh, Ilya Ivanov, he murmured not
taking
his eyes off his father. They continued striking and swearing at his father as they had
for the last mile up the narrow mountain trail, pushed and shoved his father harshly
upward and deeper into the mountains, away from the compound and up the slippery
icy goat paths. The crystal frozen surface of snow and ice sparkled in the late
afternoon sun.
 :
Ilya saw the largest man in the black leather long coat strike and push Arman
down to the ground.
 :
Bolski, you idiot, the man in a brown long coat shouted, try not to kill
the
traitor before we get the information. We dont get the information it will be your
head, but it will be our heads too.
 :
Ilya heard the names: Sergei, Bolski, which he knew were first names, Martine, a first
name,
and Ilya identified all three of the men: two Russians and a Spanish type, but the
fourth man he couldnt identify.
 :
Ilya shivered. Now he understood his fathers words in their entirety. Words
that were instructions Arman Ivanov had commanded Ilya to follow and given him
several years ago. The code phrase was
Its all about Albertville. His
father had
rushed into Ilyas bedroom, two hours ago, shouted, Its all about
Albertville,
turned and disappeared out of the compounds main house. Ilya saw his father jump
into his van and drive furiously out of the compound. Chickens cackled and feathers
flew in every direction as he screeched through the large gate and out of site.
 :
Ilya ripped his Zebra hide mountain jacket off the closet hook and hurried out
of the compound. He would wait for further word from his father near the goat cliffs
in the low foothills, cold and covered with snow patches this time of year.
 :
Ilya came back to his senses and felt his arms. They were cold inside
his loose fitting parka. He wrapped them around his chest to get warmer. He became
chilled standing and waiting. "Ilya Ivanov," he said to himself in a whisper, "there is
much trouble here. If I could only think what to do to help. But father was explicit.
Yet, if only I could--"
 :
He looked down at his Zebra skin jacket.
The black and white of the Zebras
coat blends better with the snow and dark tree trunks. It will be harder for them to
seem as we move higher into the mountains. He guessed he could almost stand in
plain sight and not be seen wearing his jacket and dark long mountain pants. He
imagined the white stripes of his jacket resembled snow while the dark stripes looked
like tree bark.
 :
His chin, lips and cheeks grew numb. He knew they were pink with cold. He
wanted to cry as the strangers displayed more brutality for his father.
 :
Arman Ivanov, he said. How will you handle this
situation?
 :
Ilya thought of his mother. He had no sorrow in his heart since his
Mamush
died. He wanted her alive and back in the compound so they might be a family again.
He knew how much his mother loved his father by the way she had said his name,
Arman, my darling. He knew, with no doubt, that Arman had pined and
ached for
the woman he had always called his young beautiful bride since she left them and
went with God. He recalled sounds of love from their bedroom when the
lights
were out and grown people did what they did in the dark and privacy of their room.
 :
Ilya recognized the sorrow on his fathers face, the restlessness in his late
evening walks and the softness of his voice when he recalled
Mamush, to his
son.
Mamush is the name Ilya had called his mother since he first talked but he didnt
remember much about her. She left when he was seven, two weeks before his seventh
birthday.
 :
Ilya watched his breath circle his face and dart upward to disappear. He knew
the gangsters were moving his father up past the snow line. He expanded his chest as
he took in the chill air, took a deep breath and saw his mother in his heart as he had
seen her many times: a faint impression of a pretty face, blonde hair and pale blue
eyes, with a hint of a smile. Suddenly she faded from his thoughts and his attention
returned to his father who bellowed at the men, swung back at them, fell, was kicked
and pulled roughly to his feet. Someone had cut the rope that tied his hands together.
The rope dangled from his wrists.
 :
Ilya knew his father very well. Arman showed no fear of the men. Ilya understood his
fathers temperament and knew his fathers bravery and strength and stamina.
He
had proven it at times when wild animals ventured too close to the swimming hole
near their compound and presented threatening moves against compound workers,
Toulon, his friend since they were babies, and himself. He recalled,
father had almost
strangled a medium sized tiger for circling too close to me as I sat on the bank of the
swimming hole putting on my socks and boots.
 :
Ilya thought his father should be afraid. He did not know why for certain who
the men were or why they were here menacing his father. He had the unholy fear that
these men would eventually kill his father, whether they were satisfied with answers Arman
gave
or not. His heart beat rapidly and his ears heard the loud sound of his frightened heart.
 :
Rough him up harder, Martine shouted. The men seemed to be enjoying
Armans punishment and this angered Ilya more. They took turns cursing him and
pushing him, first one way then the other, but they continued up the narrow path,
deeper into the mountains, slowly upward away from the valley, their home.
 :
What could they be after my father to tell them? What does he know that
perhaps I dont know? He couldnt hear all their words but they shouted
questions at
him and demanded answer. Whos in that grave? Its not your son,
Ilya?
 :
Ilyas dead. Ive told you that already. In reports. Many times. He died
when his mother caught the sickness...
 :
Lies. All lies, comrade Ivanov, Bolski shouted and grabbed Armans
arm
and rapped it with his knuckles.
 :
Ilyas dead? Ilya said. Did father say that?
 :
He thought about the small grave next to his mothers resting place and
recalled his father had told him one of the plantation children, who adored Irena, had
died mysteriously two days after Irena died. The chids mother requested her young
daughter be buried close to Irena inside the compound, inside the
Nangassa.
 :
Ilya recalled believing it strange because no plantation child appeared to be
missing. He heard Toulon deny he knew anything about the second grave. He recalled
asking Toulon about the grave as they stripped off their clothes to swim in the
swimming hole.
 :
Tell my friend, Toulon Abi Abuto...
 :
Toulon giggled when he heard his complete name. He loved Ilya for always
addressing him appropriately and giggled louder as they kicked off their shoes, pulled
off their socks and ran naked into the water.
 :
Will you answer me? Ilya had asked as he came up between Toulons
legs,
lifted him out of the shallow lake and threw him backward, screaming and kicking.
Toulon splashed, spit water and laughed righteously.
 :
I have already told you. A small child is buried there. The childs mother
requested it. Thats all that I know. Honest, he added and plunged toward Ilya.
Ilyas heart pounded as he recalled the swimming hole days with Toulon. The fun that
boys shared when they were ten years of age.
 :
Ilya didnt know where the thugs were going but he knew the path they were
on led up the small mountain, to cliffs where goats panicked because of the cliffs and
many fell to their deaths. There was only one way up to the cliffs and one way down
and they were on the only narrow mountain trail.
 :
He and his father had made the journey many times. While he saw the cliffs
in his mind he continued to analyze the men brutalizing his father. He wanted to rush
into the group and save Arman. Father, father, he said softly. He knew he
couldnt
do that. There were too many of them and his determination would not prove a match
for the brawn of the four men. He thought he heard the fourth man give an order.
Hm, Ilya moaned. Sounds, not English, not European. Sounds
American I would
say. He listened closely. Hm!
 :
He guessed and concluded that there was one man in charge. The man he
judged to be an American. He kept his eyes on him more than the other three.
A
younger man, Ilya thought. The man had darker hair and spoke in a language he knew
was English but he spoke in a hard to understand dialect of English.
He may be a
southern American.
 :
Ilya moved with great stealth from tree to tree, taking care not to be seen by
the men around his father. He would move from tree to tree and press his body
against it and remain motionless. He enjoyed the feeling as he became one with the
tree. He recalled the games he and Toulon played when they ran naked through
the rain forest and hid behind and up in the trees. Each boy placed leaves and green
tree gel on their faces and bodies and as the game progressed they became
increasingly invisible to one another. Only their keen eyesight spotted a hiding place
and a young body well camouflaged.
 :
He moved with silent footsteps to another tree and pressed his body against it.
One man continually looked back down the path the group traversed as if he expected
to be followed.
Ah, Ilya thought,
he doesnt want to be followed.
Who would follow
these men? Who are they? Where did they come from?
 :
He knew this area of the Congo, the jungle and foothills from north of the
rain forest down to the Congo River and didnt understand how it was that these men
knew the countryside as well as they seemed to.
And why are they going up this path
 :
that leads to nowhere? Do they know what is ahead for them? Perhaps they have been
here before. Why didnt I know they were here if they were?
 :
Then regarding his homeland.
Congo, he thought.
Next year the name pasts
into history and the name of my country becomes Zaire or something akin to that
sound. Ilya wasnt certain of Congos new name.
 :
His head pounded while every thought seemed to stick in his throat and he
wanted to throw up as he heard his father curse the men and strike out at them. He
watched his father rush at them with his body and miss the thugs farther with each
thrust. He saw blood on his fathers face. His chest and arms were covered. He
noticed his father didnt wear his mountain jacket.
Its too cold up here
now to not
have a jacket. He ran quickly to another tree and pressed himself against it.
 :
The men dodged Armans hard doubled fist and retaliated by hitting and
kicking his back, buttocks and legs. They threw insults at him and threatened him
more. Ilya shivered and felt sweat trickle down his body, his spine, down his legs, as
the boots of the thugs crunched against his fathers body. His father moaned a hurtful
sound.
My fathers in great pain. Hes hurting. He could see that
the men knew how
to cause agony and didnt hesitate to kick and punch his father over every part of his
body.
 :
Just then Arman screamed, Ive told you before. You bastards already
know. Arman stopped and slipped, nearly falling on the ice.
 :
He grabbed Bolskis arm, but the brute pushed him away and Arman fella
again.
 :
I have no son. I dont know why you think I do. There was silence.
Ilya
heard his father continue pleading in a lower, anguished voice.
 :
What? You say, Ilya is his name? His laugh sounded false. Ilya knew he
acted. For whom? The men? Ilya himself? He swung at the man nearest him and
landed a heavy blow. The man fell over backward and hit the snow rolling over and
over. "Dont insult me with that cow dung nonsense."
 :
Ilya frowned. He did not understand his fathers words. What do I have to do
with these men? He wanted to cry but his fathers voice made him want to laugh yet
his seventeen years told him, the his fathers situation, was not comical, it was
desperate. He felt his stomach churn and his ears burned from the cold. He lowered
the flaps on his cap.
 :
He was your first born, the leader said. Dont continue your
string of lies.
Youve lied to us for years about that kid. We should have never let you take him out
of Russia. It was a mistake. You, bastard, are a mistake!
 :
Ilya winced and listened carefully at the harsh words and watching the scene
as his cold breath formed a sheer vapor curtain around his face and darted upward.
He smelled and tasted the buffalo meat stew, long beans and carrots, with garlic,
Toulon had prepared. As he watched his father, Ilya imagined Toulons dark face,
deep black eyes, and curly hair. He wished he was back in the compound playing,
running, swimming with Toulon, safe and serene with his father.
 :
Toulon, Ilyas Congolese playmate from childhood, had become the Chief
Chef for the compound at the age of seventeen, performed splendidly as a chef and
houseman, although Toulons father, Magid Abuto, was really in charge of every
facet of compound life, including the care of Ilya and his father. Toulon had been able
to create from jungle weeds and herbs soups and potage that defied explanation. Ilya
enjoyed Toulons cooking and knew he would never be hungry with Toulon as his
friend.
 :
Arman paid Toulon, his father and mother, Magid and Suisson, and Toulons
sister, Kalij, very well and the compound operated efficiently, the best run in the
northern Belgian Congo.
 :
Toulon cooked for the Ivanovs, able to create a sit-down meal for as many as
required in less time than it took to discuss the requirements. Suisson never
understood her sons ability but was always proud and supported him when he needed
explanation of different herbs.
 :
Daily, Toulon prepared noon meals for the field workers, always had plenty
of food left over and never ran over his budget. Arman marvelled at Toulon in that he
always had time for playtime with Ilya. They were inseparable except when Toulon
was supervising the kitchen.
 :
Magid maintained complete operational control of the master house,
compound and scheduling of field workers and the plantation building. Ilya enjoyed
Toulons boasting about
his famous meals. He was a descendent of the
ancient African
and Congolese tribes, about which not much was known to Arman, but Toulon had
studied cooking from books and with his mother and was only two months older than
Ilya. Ilya hoped Toulon had not been hurt by these strangers when they got to
plantation, if indeed the strangers had already been to the plantation. He didnt know
where they had been.
 :
Ilya couldnt hear the words clearly as the men argued. His heart beat rapidly.
He loved winter, recalled playing in the woods with Toulon and Kalij, feeling the soft
warm soil underfoot, warmed by volcanic activity deep underground, Even though the
foothills were high above sea level and he enjoyed racing in the mountains with Vila,
who sometimes more than Toulon, was his companion as he had grown to the
knowledgeable age of ten.
 :
Vila came into his mind as he followed the men and his father upward into the
hills.
Vila, he thought, as he half listened to muffled curses. He saw the large
white
wolf, and recalled how small she was when he had rescued her, undoubtedly moments
before she would have frozen to death under her mothers carcass. He knew the dead
mothers body kept the little wolf from dying. He never knew why or how the mother
wolf died, but she was as white as the snow that surrounded her.
My Vila, he
thought,
and stopped talking to himself. He recalled to saying to the helpless wolf puppy.
You
are a lady like your mother and as white, everywhere. You are beautiful. He squeezed
his eyes to rid them of tears.
 :
Ilya stepped out into the open air of the path and positioned his feet carefully
upward onto cracked, large boulders. He had been here many times, in winter and the
summer months. Although Zaire would be the new name for his Belgian Congo, he
had not gotten used to calling it that. Toulon told Ilya he liked the sound of the word,
Zaire.
 :
He pressed his body against the rough boulder as his father shouted, Who in
hell would name a son, Ilya? Its not a name I would choose. Arman swore
again.
Ilya peeked slowly around the edge of the giant rough boulder as his father shouted
again and swung at a tall gray haired man, Martine maybe, who shoved him again,
harder this time. Besides, if the sickness hadnt killed him stupidity would
have.
 :
Ilya knew from Armans plan that his words were meant to deceive these
strangers. Ilya chuckled and quickly frowned.
 :
But, what was it father had said during the last few years? No part of life was
improving in the provinces.
Albertville, he thought. But we were doing very well
in
the Nangassa. He pulled his jacket collar up tight around his throat. Albertville was
the closest major city in North Congo. He felt the numbness spreading around his
nose. He ran the tip of his gloved finger over his lips.
Rough. He wanted Vila
with
him, next to him, for protection and to keep him warm. It was hard for him to lie to
Vila. He never had. His heart told him Vila knew the lie. Her eyes, sometimes black,
sometimes red knew what Ilya said in his heart. And, she was big and b.
 :
He thought about the sudden change of events and moved stealthily up the
trail. He recalled the entire scene. Arman had rushed into their large manor house.
The local plantation men seemed to know Ilya should leave and leave immediately.
Everyone knew the situation about the men, except me. His thoughts rambled as
the
men walked out of sight again around the curve of the goat path. He edged around the
curve, with no fear of the path, but only a growing feeling his father was in mortal
danger. He shuddered as the thought arose,
Theyre going to kill my father.
 :
Ilya wanted to remember everything about his father. He had noted, for the
last few months, Armans changing mood. His feeling of apprehension. He thought it
not understandable, his father sent Marquan for the mail and didnt require Ilya to
perform the task.
What was it he didnt want me to see? Ilya had felt for
the last year
or two that there was always something, some topic, Arman wanted to discuss with
Ilya, but had put it off for a reason not apparent to Ilya. He felt that what was on his
fathers mind almost happened one warm evening when only he and Arman swam
together in the swimming hole. He and his father swam nude many times but this time
Arman acted as though he would tell about to relate important information to Ilya. Ilya
sensed it had to be important so he indulged in small talk waiting for Arman to give him
what he wanted. But nothing out of the ordinary was stated. He thought about that swim with
Arman. They swam together, his father pushed him under the water playfully several times,
tickled him, held him tight against his b body, and then turned Ilya around in the water
and pulled him tight to his chest. Arman kissed his son and held him art arms' length. They
tread easily in the deep water.
 : Ilya suddenly recalled his fathers words: You are a
very important person, Ilya, more than you know now. But someday you will
understand...
 :
Ilya had thought his father meant that Ilya would become important to him, his father,
meaning Arman, but recently, even in their moments of intimacy when only he and his father
chatted, Ilya sensed more
meaning to the fathers phrase than the likeliest or obvious interpretation.
Why
didnt I ask my father? Why? What did he mean? He was telling something.
What?
 :
Ilya looked back at the group. He didnt know these men, but all of them were
dressed to fight off the cold of the mountain paths of Upper Congo, but he concluded that his
father had believed
the men were coming.
Maybe he was going to warn me about these men.
When Arman squinted and gazed into the distance without looking at anything, Ilya knew his
father was listening with his heart and planning with his brain. Ilya guessed
some strange danger was close at hand and he also knew Toulon sensed danger.
Toulons conversations with Ilya were stilted as though the master chef didnt
know what to talk about with his childhood friend.
What did Toulon know?
Maybe he didnt know what to talk about, Ilya whispered. He
had observed that Toulon knew about future events and he usually kept that knowledge to
himself. Even as children Toulon would ask about matters that should have concerned only
the Ivanovs. But Toulon knew too. The recalled scene grew mover vivid. Toulon dove into
the clear, transparent and blue water. Toulon was ten and the warm valley caressed their
bodies as they swam and play in the water and near the lake..
 :
The thought of the warm valley air, the tropical growth of short and tall
grasses, the vivid green shrubbery and the tall palms caused a smile on Ilyas face. He
saw Toulon chase Vila then Vila chase Toulon toward their private lake. The three of
them always played this way many times. A lake they believed was their private area
of recreation, until one day Toulons sister, Kalij, stood behind a bush to undress as
Toulon and Ilya stripped off their shorts and undershorts and hurried into the cool
waters of the lake. Toulon splashed Ilya and Vila barked as she welcomed the
coolness of the water. Ilya screeched with delight as the water rushed around his
body, up between his legs, causing pure delight.
 :
Ilya heard her voice as she hummed an Congolese lullaby. He giggled and
shouted at Toulon, spitting water, as the joy of their naked freedom, the swim and the
moment overcame him. His body tingled. He anticipated Kalijs entrance from behind
the bush. Hey Toulon, your sister is coming in too. He shrieked. Does
she have
covering? I didnt know she wanted to swim with us.
 :
Why should she not? Toulon laughed then added in literate French,
Et
Pourquois non?-And why not? And then again in English, What do
you mean, our
lake? Vila enjoys the water. The large white wolf barked, swam and beckoned to
Ilya. Everyone else must keep cool too. Even Kalij. Toulon went still in the
water.
He knew Kalijs breasts had grown much in the last few weeks. He arched his eyes
wide at her beauty and swam away.
 :
Ilya saw Kalijs slim tan profile and for the first time realized her body
was soft and tender, not hard like his and Toulons. He noticed her breasts, lips
and short curly hair. He didnt know what his feeling meant: the fast pace of his
heart, the sudden burning in his eyes. He laughed aloud trying not to be embarrassed by his
feelings and trying not to be startled by Kalij as she stepped slowly and gingerly into the
water. She wore nothing over her
breasts but had a cloth that hung loosely kept in place by a thin string around her waist.
 :
Ilya knew she kept her eyes on him while pretending not to be aware he tread
water and spread his b legs wider and wider.
 :
Toulon laughed a laugh that excited Ilya and he screamed as he went bottom
up and disappeared under the cool blue of the valley lake.
 :
Ilya enjoyed shallow diving and followed Toulon toward the center of the
small lake, thinking of Kalij as he pulled himself downward. The three children and
Vile swam many times together. Every time Ilya dove he would think,
Only twelve
feet to the bottom. Even when Kalij didnt swim with them, Ilya always thought
about
how far it was to the bottom of the lake: the soft mud bottom.
 :
How free and how exciting to swim, to throw off hot, sweaty clothes and the
roughness of wool swim trunks. How great it feels to be free. Its a marvelous life to
have a friend like Toulon, to be friends with Kalij, for them to play house. He saw
her breasts again and her dark eyes. Her straight white teeth. He cherished Kalij and
Toulon, the ease with which Toulon prepared food, even in remote areas of the
Congo jungle when they camped. Even Kalij admitted Toulon cooked well without
even one lesson.
 :
The shouts of the strange men broke the reverie of the lake on his sounded
more threatening to his father. He didnt know his thoughts rushed through his mind
as a defense against the fear of the men, the fear his father would be harmed, and the
cold of the night in the mountains. The sun was nearly out of sight.
 :
As a strange voice threatened again, Ilya saw Toulon hurry him out of the
manor house, nearly causing him to stumble, and at the same time he threw a
camping sack at him. The strap circled in the air as he caught it and began to run,
faster and faster.
 :
He edged forward again in the near darkness. But who had the men come for?
Maybe theyre not after father. Maybe theyre after... Me? But why did they
bring
my father out here? This place is many kilometers from the manor house. Why are they
here, in this remote region of The Congo?
 :
He stopped as the last rays and soft light movements of the setting sun cast
golden shadow on the group of men. His fathers hands bled from the tight ropes. The
younger man,
Gayeff?, spoke contemptuously. He kneed Arman in his groin.
Arman
bent over but made no sound. He shook his head in pain. Another man approached
Arman. His words were plain.
 :
One more should do it, Arman. This will be the third and if this doesnt
finish you off-- He pulled the syringe out of Armans arm. This
will, the young man said.
 : He raised a small revolver and stuck it
against Armans throat. Ilya winced and turned away. He shook as two shots, close
together, and finally a third shot, echoed over the vast western valley. The echoes
sounded like more shots. Ilya shook with fear, sobbed and backed slowly down the
path. He hurried around the large boulders and crawled into a small cave. He knelt,
took off his gloves and put his hands over his face. He cried. He didnt want the men
to hear him.
 :
Soon the footsteps of the men got louder as they approached the path past the
small cave. Ilya wished Vila were with him so that she could fight to protect him. He
took comfort, for her, she wasnt there. He listened. He had never been so
frightened.
 :
Well, where do we go from here? a shrill voice said in Russian. Ilya
understood Russian along with many other languages his father had taught him. Ilya
had always enjoyed the subtleties of Russian conversation, especially when it became
complex, always omitting verbs. Poor to be his father chided as they
conversed.
Gdyeh Gocpital?--Where is the hospital? he heard his father say. Arman
taught him
aristocratic and peasant class Russian conversation.
 :
As the footsteps got louder, Ilya heard:
 :
Well, Mr. American, important person, is it worth it?
 :
Ilya strained to see the man who spoke. He couldnt see the face, but he
guessed Martine had asked the question rife with sarcasm.
 :
Martine must be important to talk that freely. Ilya listened and held his hand
tight against his chest to quiet his racing heart.
 :
Only shadows of figures moving slowly against the brightening stars passed
slowly down the path in the deepening darkness. Ilya couldnt understand the
meaning of their conversation, but he vowed he would never forget the voice of the
leader. He spoke both English, with an American accent, and spoke Russian with that
strange dialect, not Russian, not even Ukrainian. He listened as the sound of the
voices grew fainter. They proceeded back down into the valley.
 :
Is this the first mission of this kind for you? Bolski shouted. Ilya didnt
like
the sound of Bolskis voice. Hes antagonistic too.
 :
Yes. But yall know the comrades have rather told me, it is not to be the last
test.
 :
Ilya saw the face of the American. He turned as he talked to the group. And
he knew it would be a face he would not forget.
 :
Well, comrade,
Americanisher, if you are the anointed one, the one
whos going to become the leader of the free world, and thats laughable, then,
you have to have stomach, as we Russians say.
 :
What do yall mean, stomach, comrade? Ilya heard a nervousness in
the American's laugh; a forced laugh.
 :
For things like this, Bolski said. The American grunted.
 :
What kind of stuff it that comrade? the American asked.
 :
Are yall that way?
 :
Ilya squeezed through the cave opening, out of the cave and stood in front of it.
Leader of the free world? What does that mean? He listened to sound he had
never
heard before coming from the group. He thought they were not proceeding down the
path. They had stopped for some reason. He heard laughter and moans and didnt
understand.
 :
He would go to his father. His father certainly wasnt with the men. He knew
his father had been shot. He feared he was dead. He moved slowly back up the goat
path, but tried to make sense of the mens conversation as their voices became faint.
He didnt know why. He stopped.
 :
What did you say, Gayeff? What did you say? Leader of what?
 :
As he walked slowly backward, the now strange silence from the men stirred
the night air.
 :
Tell me, the Bolski voice said. How do you know so much?
Youre not
even dry behind the ears.
 :
And other places, Martine shouted.
 :
Laughter.
 :
 :
Ilya began to breath heavily. Suddenly two shots rang out again and Ilya
judged that some of men protested some action.
Theyre arguing. He
didnt know what had happened.
Suddenly he was around the bend beyond the large boulders and through the darkness
of the night, saw his father still holding his throat.
Hes not dead!
 :
Ilya ran to the edge of the goat path as Armans body hurtled over the edge.
Ilya screamed and began to cry as his father disappeared. There was no sound. He
heard only a few boulders and rocks tumbling down the cliffs side. Ilya screamed in
his heart and sat up in bed. Sweat streamed down his neck. He felt his matted hair
and brushed it out of his face. He squeezed perspiration out of it. He swiped his body,
rolled over and sat up on the edge of the bed. He though of Toulon, Kalij, wished he
were ten again and thought about the thirty-five years since he was a boy of ten in the
Congo.
 :
Ilya walked toward the bathroom, ignored his loose fitting shorts that hung
around his hips, and tried not to disturb Mrs. OConnor. He heard her humming, the
tea kettle steaming, the toaster pop toast, as she prepared morning breakfast. The
aroma of her coffee was another glimpse of heaven for Ilya.
 :
Whats the matter, John, me darlin? she asked. That
same bad dream
again, me darling? I heard you a-screaming and I wish there was something I could
do
for you. Best you pull up your galluses up. Youre exposin...
 :
The change of thirty-five years from the dream to the capital of the United
States and his name no longer Ilya, but John Jordan sped through Ilyas mind.
John
Jordan. John Jordan, he said over and over.
What a corny name.
 :
Uh-huh, he said as he hoisted his shorts. He felt vital this morning; very
b. He pretended he didnt know the cause of the dream. You should go to
a
doctor, me precious, Aghamora said. She smiled, didnt look at John and
turned
over two eggs on the grill. She glanced over her shoulder. But, Im not going
to
press you on this. She yawned and excused herself. Go back to bed. Perhaps
youre
working too hard at the department. Or, is it time to get up? Do you have a full
day?
John walked up to Aghamora and kissed her cheek. You are so wonderful to
me. He held her by her shoulders. She smelled of flour dough, cinnamon and an
Irish scent that John enjoyed.
 :
Gowan, with yuh, she said, her brogue pronounced. You are me son,
me
darlin. Alls I have anyway. And Ill take care of you til the day
I drop.
 :
John roared at Aghamoras declaration and loved her for how many times she
sounded like his own mother.
 :
He closed the door to the large bathroom, stepped in front of the large
double sink and supported himself as he leaned forward looking to the long six foot
wide mirror. He saw the sadness in his dark blue eyes, thought his age was beginning
to take its toll on his face. In the mirror and in the far distance, he saw the crumpled
body of his father, saw himself, a boy of seventeen, running down the goat path
screaming for his father. He found Arman, covered his body with his own Zebra
jacket. Armans clothes were wet with his blood. Blood flowed slowly from
Armans
neck wound. Youre alive, father. Oh, my God!
 :
Arman spoke with blood in his throat. I knew you would come. Ive done
my best to wait. I hoped it wouldnt come to this...
 :
Ive got to get help father. Its cold and...
 :
Ilya, my precious son. Do you remember where the big cave is?
 :
Yes, father. You told me never to go there.
 :
Arman fought off pain as he grabbed Ilyas arm. Listen, son. Go there.
Theres gold, a lot of it and there is a log I want you to read. Read it, then perhaps
you should destroy it. You are in great danger my son because of not who but what
your are. Protect yourself, my Ilya Avenge me, my son. Avenge...
 :
Ilya cringed at his fathers voice. He couldnt face the thought of his father
dying. Suddenly he heard no further sound from his father. His body became still.
Steam from the blood and his face rose up quickly and disappeared in the chill of the
dark night.
 :
His body is still. My father is gone. My father is dead. Ilya bent down and
touched his fathers face. I love you, my father. I shall always love you. Go with
Mamush now. He sobbed.
 :
Finally, he kissed his fathers forehead and wiped the tears and blood from his
face. He had blood on his shirt and was certain his face was covered with it. He bent
over and moaned the death of his father chanting the death moans of the Russian
peasant. He pulled the jacket over Armans face, stood and ran without thinking up
the goat path to the top of the cliff, around the precipice, past the giant boulders and
down once more into the valley of the Nangassa. He cried without trying to be quiet
and screamed several times with great agony, swinging at tree trunks as he passed
them.
If I find those thugs, I will kill them, he said to himself over and over as
he ran.
Avenge me, avenge me, his fathers voice echoed in his mind.
 :
He nearly lost control of his speed and continued running taking great leaps to
maintain his balance down the narrow mountain path. He would not search for these
murderers, he would go to the big cave and read the log. Gold? What gold is there?
 :
Ilya caught his foot and fell sprawling across a body. The man moaned with
pain. He didnt speak but looked at Ilya and spoke with his eyes. They widened.
 :
Who are you? they asked. It took great effort for the man to spit blood. Ilya
knelt and looked down. Suddenly he recognized this man as one of the four who had
murdered his father. Ilya remained motionless and observed the mans action.
 :
He stiffened and moaned. Youre him, he said. Youre
the boy we are
searching for. He coughed. Ilya continued to stare at the man without touching
him.
 :
You are Gayeff, Ilya said and searched the immediate area for a heavy
rock. Gayeff hadnt the strength to answer.
 :
All of this wasted for that American hyena? Gayeff said with great
difficulty. He coughed hard and spit much blood. He was silent, tried to conserve his
strength and closed his eyes. The sound of a wolf filled the valley. Ilya knew it was
not Vila. The rising moon shone bright on the mans face. He breathed slower but sat
up on one elbow. That gypsy, he said. I should have killed her when
she told me I
would die at night, in the mountains and wolves would eat my carcass. That old
witch. I should have...
 :
American hyena? Ilya thought. Who is it you think I am? he asked. His
eyes had spied a rock the size he needed to finish off Gayeff.
 :
You are the one chosen to lead the world. Or you were. The only obstacle
was that evil country, United States. Now theyve decided to replace you with an
American traitor. That pig! That peasant! Gayeff said. The bastard is straight
from
hell. His breathing became labored. He couldnt catch his breath.
Forgive me,
young lad, he said and began coughing. Future leader of the world. What
tragedy.
What a comrade. Your father was my friend in the early days of the Revolution. He
moaned and began to shiver. I beg you forgive my cowardly act. I didnt not
shoot
him. That hyena American shot him. Hes not of great intelligence. Hes a
peasant.
Talks like a peasant, in spite of his admired education. Hes a bastard...
 :
Ilya picked up the rock and held it. Dont use a rock for me. Here. A gun.
Give my more honor than I gave you father. I will rot in hell. If you dont know how
to use it, youll need to know some day...
 :
I know how to use a small arms revolver, Ilya said. He took the gun and
spun the chamber.
 :
I dont want the wolves to start dinner before Im ready,
comrade, Gayeff
said. What a terrible way to die. Make my death more honorable, young lad,
he
said. I plead with you...
 :
The shot echoed throughout the area, sounded like more than one volley, and
louder than Ilya had imagined it would be as was the crunch of the bullet into
Gayeffs head. The sounds of two wolves filled the air. They were closer. Ilya
imagined they watched him closely.
 : Ilya asked the dead Gayeff to forgive him for his foul act and wished he had
asked his fathers Russian friend, if he spoke about the American in the group of men
as
the hyena. It must have been what Gayeff meant. Yes, it was what Gayeff
meant.
He knew without any doubt. Ilya decided it was the only alternative. There was only
one American in that dastardly group. Only one.
 :
The aroma of Aghamoras coffee caused John to inhale deeply. Magnificent!
Wonderful!
 :
He stretched the skin on his face pretending it was tight once again. He saw
Kalij and her sad face of tears as he left the Nangassa and headed south toward the
Congo River when he left The Congo. It went without saying and Magid and Toulon
both understood they were caretakers, waiting for the day Ilya would return and once
again make their family whole.
 :
Ilya and Toulon both cried when Magid and Suisson assured Ilya his father
would not be eaten by the wild animals that men were on their way to recover
Armans body and bring it back home for a Christian and Kimbanquist Christian
burial.
 :
Ilya heard his words, ...so I turn Nangassa, The Congo and Africa and over
to your capable hands, my friend and now my father, Magid Abuto. John knew
Magid controlled his emotions well. He hugged Ilya and whispered, You are my
son, you know. You father was kind enough to share you with me, He paused and
added, my son. Ilya nodded. He saw the lowered heads of Toulon, Kalij, the
parting knapsack from Suisson and a bag of gold coin from Magid. He saw his slim
young body leave Nangassa and instead of running south, Ilya ran north to the big
cave.
 :
Ilya thought about his life, the years since he left the Congo. There were
trails of thoughts from his dream and his memory as he spread shaving cream on his
face and dipped the razor in one of the sinks half-filled with warm water.
 :
He had given his familys wealth to Toulons family and Magid insisted the
estate would be managed well, God willing, and kept in safe keeping.
You will
have it back one day, Magids deep and sincere voice said. Suisson nodded
agreement.
 :
He heard his voice say, Im sorry they beat you Magid. If I could take the
blows for you I would--
 :
Let Toulon go with you, Magid said. Hes older now
and--
 :
Ive grown much wiser in the last few days, my friend. Toulon wants to go
with me and I would give everything for him to be with me. He is my personal and
best friend, but.... He glanced down at his pet wolf. Even Vila knows something is
not to her liking. He rubbed her mane and she whined: pleaded. You know,
dont you my
love?
He looked at his canvas bag and the straps, slung the bag over his shoulder,
grabbed the knapsack and said, Ive got to go now. Vila whined anew
and became
restless. Ill be back, Vila. You cant go this time. Ill be back.
He looked at Magid,
Suisson and many house servants with long faces. He didnt see Kalij or Toulon.
I
promise you all. When this nightmare is over, I will be back. The nodded and began
to chant a Congolese hymn of blessing and great journey. My friends, my
family,
Ilya said, turned and ran out of the main living room of the manor house.
 :
Youre dark, tanned, almost as dark as Toulon. But your eyes are not
dark.
 :
Neither are Toulons, But, Kalijs eyes are dark, Ilya said
making
conversation with Kalij. He knew she would have trouble talking to him and would
speak of other subjects.
 :
She looked at him and tried to smile as he stepped out of the large main room
onto the veranda. We are nearly the same age. You are what now, seventeen? I
would go if--
 :
I know you would, Kalij. I love for your fearlessness. Where is Toulon?
Ilya asked anxiously.
 :
Hes waiting for you over there. He wants to be the last one to see you when
you leave the valley. She took Ilyas hand. He couldnt look at the tears
making their
way down her dark face. She couldnt see Ilya well because of the tears in her eyes.
She promised herself she wouldnt cry. A man, ones love, is not to see the
tears of
unhappiness before he is married. She moaned and trembled.
 :
I had hope that maybe someday-- She spoke in an old Congolese dialect.
Ilya understood the language of very close, dear friends. He moved closer and their
eyes met. They were unashamed of their tears.
 :
Someday, Ilya said in the dialect. Someday I shall come back to my
Congo home, my Nangassa and I will come for your, my Kalij. He paused, "...if I
can; if I am able to return.
 :
I dont know where you go; you must not forget us. I dont know why
our lives are being torn this way. I dont.... She sniffed. What have we done
to
cause this much trouble, my Ilya? What?"
 :
Ilya took her hand and pressed it against his chest. In the ways of the ancient
Congolese warriors, I pledge I shall never forget Kalij, my dearest and personal
woman friend...
 :
She looked down. She couldnt bring herself to see Ilyas tears any longer.
She did not want to remember him this way. He may not return. She heard the tears
in his voice.
 :
He touched her under the chin and raised her head. Look at me and wish my
journey is successful. Their eyes saw nothing but their faces. I will always
cherish
you. Their lips touched briefly and softly and suddenly Ilya was gone, down the
veranda steps across the gravel of the circular driveway and through the gate of the
large Nangassa Plantation.
 :
Toulon! Toulon, Ilya called with his quiet voice of the night He used the
sound of the night hunter and warrior to search for Toulon. He was being quiet in the
night so that others would not hear him..
 :
Over here, Toulon said. He cleared his throat and sniffed. Where have
you been? You left the Nangassa over an hour ago.
 :
To the big cave, Toulon.
 :
Why? Toulon asked and shifted onto his other bare foot.
 :
Take care of the plantation, your family and Kalij. They stood facing each
other. They stood close together. And, stop crying. Im the one who is
leaving.
Not...
 :
Im going with you and thats my last word, Ilya.
 :
You cant go, Toulon. You cant. Stop crying, I said. Ilya pulled
Toulon
close to him. Their bodies were like one. They trembled and sobbed.
 :
Where will you go? Why must you leave? What will you do?
 :
I have a little money. Your father gave me more. I dont know, Toulon. I
just dont know. I really cant stay here. Theyve murdered my father.
They may try
to kill me.
 :
Who? Who? Who? Toulons questions echoed into silence.
 :
Scenes from the Congo, the death of his father, leaving the plantation, the
Abuto family, faded as Ilya looked at again at mature face in the bathroom mirror. He had
nearly finished shaving. He noticed a line or two maybe around his eyes. You havent
done too badly. He pulled the razor against his cheek and his thoughts returned quickly to his
flight through the Congo, rafting down the Congo River, his flight into Rhodesia, the near
auto accident, how he used it to gain a job, clerk and interpreter, with the C.I.A., his
closeness with a well-placed Rhodesian family, and finally his sojourn into South Africa.
 :
He recalled the fear of strange jungles, wild fearful animal sounds at night,
and the stares he received in Johannesburg as he entered the outskirts of the city. He
thought about his luck when he lied about his age, his landing another clerks job with
the Afrikaans Government and finally how he worked his way up and into the
confidences of the American C.I.A. He chuckled recalling how the C.I.A. fell for his
line about tribal warfare, lost records, his dead mother, father, sister and brother at
the hands of marauding tribes. How he swore he had relatives in the United States
Well dont I sound American, for corn sake? but he couldnt
remember his family's names or his surname. He had been bludgeoned somewhere in the
Rhodesian jungle by some drunk Khambachi rogues or maybe the automobile accident caused
his memory lapse, but its not every day that one is left for dead and remembers only
periodic events of his familys slaughter. Ilya knew he was on top of the situation with
the C.I.A. interrogators and enjoyed leading them
around by their long leashes. Ill be gentle, he thought as the C.I.A. officials
continued to question him about his past.
 :
He laughed aloud wiping his hands and dabbing his face on a hand towel, at
the ease with which he convinced several interrogators, seriously frowning and bent
on proving him a spy, that he was indeed an American lad, could in spite of his
personal and family memory lapse speak many languages including Russian,
Ukrainian, French, German, Congolese, and on and on. The head operative at C.I.A.
Headquarters in Johannesburg, Jack Jordan, hired Ilya, now known as John Jordan
after John gained typing proficiency in less than two days and sped through the
agencys typing test at over eighty words per minute, no mistakes, using and old
Underwood typewriter.
 :
John giggled at how tight his shrunken short pants felt, shrunken from
walking in the latest South African cloudburst, against his front and rearend as he
recalled the words of the lady psychiatrist, an English woman with small dark horn-
rimmed eyeglasses, when she informed
the boss, as she referred to the Chief
Agent,
that, the boy isnt lying. He has no memory and selected the name Jordan
because he
saw the name on your very own nameplate, right on your desk, liked the sound of it,
said it repeatedly to get used to the sound and finally told me it sounded like you were
fair, he said that, yes, and adopted it for himself. And those eyes. So blue.
 :
The boss flared his nares, looked at the psychiatrist out of the corners of his
eyes and puffed his cheeks.
Is she finished? he thought. All right, all
right, what
does it matter. Hes a fast typist, obviously a fast learner and if he gets his memory
back he may be another Superman for the agency, who knows? He cant be much
danger. Much of a spy. Hes only a child...
 :
Oh, sir, Mrs. Blanquist said, pursing her lips. The lad is a long way
from
a child. Based on the physical examination I performed, the young man is strikingly
and pleasantly an adult male, endowed with...
 :
I think I get the picture, Mrs. Blanquist. We must get him other clothes.
His slacks are those of a schoolboy, much too tight...
 :
Do you think so, sir, she said, her tone chiding, Chief Agent Jack
Jordan?
 :
Hes to be admired, maam, John said. I wonder how
innocent he is?
 :
John looked closely at his blue eyes and smiled. Thirty-seven today and
doing good, he hummed.
Youve come a long way, baby, John
Jordan said to
himself, sobbed, and splashed water over his face. He stepped out of his loose fitting
shorts and into the shower. He looked out the long shower window and heard a car
screech to a halt. Wonder whos looking at the empty house next door?
He glanced
at his watch.
Eight-thirty, already? Cant be. He knew is was Saturday
morning and
time to get some work done in his back yard. He showered quickly, swiped down his
body, and pulled on his work shorts, buttoned them and hurried out the back door,
out of the bathroom, through the kitchen, through the family room and out the back
door. He walked forward to the fence that separated the front of his property from the
rear and his large back yard. A real estate woman he had seen showing the property,
several times in the recent past, stood in the driveway looking bored. She tapped her
foot, looked up, noticed Ilya and greeted him. She waved.
 :
Weve got a buyer, Mr. Jordan, for this cottage next to your cottage.
she
shouted. Hopefully, she added lowering her voice. Finally! Guess
youll be glad,
she shouted.
 :
Ill be glad if they can afford to keep it up and not run down the
neighborhood, he said. Otherwise...
 :
Well, well see, wont we? She glanced at his chest, the blond
hair and
from the distance noticed his blue eyes were very blue early in the morning. She
wished she knew Mr. Jordan much better.
 :
He enjoyed her voice. Is that the party? Ilya asked.
 :
Oh, no. Im just showing this house because its like the one I want the
Farmer family to buy over on Cloud Street, NE. Same floor plan though. You know
these cottages are a rare find in D.C.
 :
John thought she had said Farmer family as though he would know whom she
meant. He nodded his head toward the stranger. Yes, he added, agreeing.
 :
Thats Mr. John Jordan, the woman said. Hes with the
State
Department, she added touting John.
 :
Howdy, the man said and smiled at Ilya. John smiled and turned back
toward the yard. He walked slowly, thought about how treacherous his life with the
C.I.A. had been in South Africa, how hard he had worked, saved his money, worked
for the C.I.A. in South Africa, Haiti and The Bahamas and finally got to a high
position in the American Government: the State Department.
 :
John Jordan, he said and laughed. Even American intelligence
couldnt
trace my roots back to The Congo or back to the United States.
 :
John turned as the real estate agents car drove away and the paperboy butted
his bike up against the concrete brick wall. Hey, Mr. Jordan, the youngster
cried
out and tossed the morning newspaper to him. He caught it. His athletic ability
pleased Carl.
 :
Nice shot, Carl, John shouted. Youre really a
tiger.
 :
Hey Mr. Jordan, the boy shouted.
 :
What? John said as he unfolded the newspaper and checked the
headline.
 :
Youve got great muscles, not big but--
 :
Yes, Carl. Thanks for the ego boost. And, yes, you can use the weights in
the back if its OK with your folks. He glanced at the picture of the U.S.
President.
Bastard, he thought.
 :
He opened the rear entrance door and tossed the paper inside. Breakfast in
about twenty minutes, Johnny, me darlin, his housekeeper shouted. She knew
he
would be exercising first.
 :
Gotcha, Mrs. OConnor, he replied. He shut the door and decided to
weight exercise before mowing the back lawn. And Ive got you in my sites,
you
bastard.
 :
Theres something
turrible on his mind, Aghamora thought
as she sipped
her morning tea. He always calls me Mrs. OConnor when something
hurrible, jes
hurrible is bothering the lad.
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