I will never forget the first time I met John Harper. I
was a project manager for a U.S. Navy Trainer. Our company
produced trainer systems, duplicates, that looked and responded to
navy personnel inputs the same way that real onboard systems
responded.
My boss came into my office while I was busy trying
to confirm a few math model details with my U.S. Navy counterpart.
As project manager one of my tasks was to certify the specifications
into functional math models. This particular morning I had three
questions that the Commander had to answer.. He had the manner of interrupting me when I was engaged in important engineering and technical conversations, either with a third party or when I was using the telephone, even though he didnt know with
whom I spoke when I talked and even when my lack of attention
to his antics indicated that my conversation was important and should
not be interrupted. A raised hand meant nothing to him. I never
understood him.
Now, I talked long distance and the Commander on the
other end of the telephone asked me to wait a moment while he
researched one of the three questions I asked.
I looked out of my office, past my boss, and saw an
older man sitting, waiting, glancing around the room. He appeared
very relaxed and he noticed I saw him, waved and smiled.
I thought he looked familiar, but when one is tired the
eyes plays tricks. All of the personnel on the project were tired, some
cranky, some beyond irritability and others walked around and worked
as though they were numb. Deadlines approached and important
deadlines were not to far distant.
I turned from looking at John as the Commander came
back on the line.
The answer to all three questions is, yes. Farley, he
said.
Good, I said. Ill be talking to you, Commander.
Thanks, I said and laid my phone on the cradle.
My boss leaned over and spoke confidentially.
Interview this guy and let me know if you can use him!
OK, I said. I needed experienced people for the
project and I hoped this person would be an experienced addition.
My boss walked out of the office and motioned John
inside.
I stood and smiled. As I stood, I thought, where have I
seen this guy before?
He approached me casually, was my height, nearly six
feet tall, trim and smiled. He wore a brown and tan tweed jacket, had a
full head of hair and smooth complexion. His words surprised me.
My name is John Harper, this time, he said. You
dont remember me, do you?
I felt somewhat dizzy at how forward his words
sounded. I frowned. I tried to recall; think back in time. Nothing
happened.
No, I said. I dont believe so.. .
You were in the army and I was a submarine
commander, one time, he said.
Oh? I giggled nervously.
Yeah. And the last time I saw you, you owed me
some money.
Youre joking, I said as we shook hands and both sat.
I now thought John was serious and his words, this time, played over
and over again in my thoughts.
No, Im really not joking, he said and laughed. I
remember you and I dont know why you dont remember me, except
maybe you have a guilty feeling about selling me those sick camels, in
another time..
I laughed out loud.
Sick camels?
Different thoughts raced through my mind. I wasnt
offended by this fellow probably because I had always thought that
perhaps there is some truth to the idea we live many different lives.
For what reason Im still not certain. I was taken with Johns
demeanor. He seemed honest, intelligent and likeable.
I glanced at his resume and read only his name.
Well, John, Harper, right? Thats your name?
Yep. John Harper, he said and settled back in the
straight chair next to my desk..
Well, Mr. Harper, could you be more specific?
Well, I remember you in Atlantia...
I was shocked. He had said Atlantia. He pronounced
Atlantia, Atlantia and not Atlantis.
Yes, I said. You know. They call it the Lost
Continent?
An inner voice shouted, Atlantia! Atlantia! John
Harper called it, Atlantia, too. I hadnt thought about the difference in
the two words: Atlantia and Atlantis, in a long time.
Suddenly my mind went back to when I was a child.
That year remained very vivid to me. My parents and grandmother
lived in a very old Victorian house, large enough for several families
and it was directly behind the Central Methodist Church. I had the
fortune of being able to play knights and cowboys in that large
churchyard, enclosed by tall bushes that gave complete seclusion.
Thoughts came splattering into my mind so rapidly that
my heart beat faster. I saw myself as I had been in the fourth grade. I
was at home in a working class suburb of Chicago, Illinois, it was fall
and the rains were heavy outside again on this Sunday. I sat in a
window seat, in a walk-in closet and read the Sunday morning
newspaper. I had already gone to Sunday School and was convinced
that this Sunday would be spent indoors, reading, doing homework and
getting ready for school on Monday. I was in the fourth grade, and
continued reading the Sunday Newspaper. My eye caught a byline
entitled, The People of Atlantis.
I thought as I read there were some facts that were
wrong. It wasnt Atlantis but more like Atlantia. It wasnt in the
Mediterranean Sea but in the Atlantic Ocean. It didnt cease to exist
because of a natural calamity but because of an internal war between
groups, one of which was more or less peaceful and the other group:
very warlike. The warrior group had the goal of conquering the rest of
the world and enslaving them. And a final difference was that the
article stated that the people of Atlantis were red-skinned. In actuality
we were a golden color. Most of us were blue-eyed and had soft
golden tans.
In the space of a few seconds I saw a scene that had
always bothered me because as a child I didnt understand the event.
I saw myself in a torn tunic, using a shepherds staff
because my leg had a large gash in it. It was bandaged and had stopped
bleeding. I felt no pain, although my right leg appeared swollen.
It seemed as though I led a small group of weary
Atlantians, who showed dirt and dust on their bodies. We were lightly
clad men and boys in tunics and briefs and women and girls wore sheer
hip length and knee length dresses as we proceeded slowly up toward
what today is called The Iberian Peninsula: Spain. Behind us, and we
would turn and look back. Our motherland, Atlantia, was in the throes
of a great destruction. Most of the group never understood the power
of the destruction. None of us had been involved with the great power
development. The explosions were fearful and reached toward the
highest parts of the skies, darkening the world as we progressed farther
and farther away from our home.
Along with various scenes I heard words as though a
great voice narrated what I saw in my mind. When I didnt understand
the great destruction a voice would sound in the background and
explain the events.
Almost every time I saw this scene, I would look down
and view my shoes. I dont know why. They werent shoes as we think
about them today. They were held onto our feet, our bodies by a
magnetic force that I never did understand. I think they were mostly a
leather-like material, although I dont recall they were leather. I
wondered why when I saw this terrifying scene, this scene of a great
exodus, the destruction of my country, many thousands of years ago,
the sadness on the faces of the small group as we trod forward into
hostile lands, why, why, would I think about how great the shoes
were. I dont even recall what we called them. I do know they were not
ever referred to as shoes. And, the narration in my ears didnt mention
the word for them.
I saw myself look backward and down into what is now
termed the Atlantic Ocean and knew that my nation, my home, would
soon cease to exist.
Tears were on the faces of all of the people of the small
group of twenty-five or so sad souls. We knew we were headed into
hostile territory because most stories that got back to us ordinary
citizens, concerned tales about the brutal Atlantians. These tales for the
most part were not true. Most of us were not brutal. Some were
though. And that apparently caused the great discussions in the halls of
Atlantian government to turn hostile amongst government personnel,
causing the government to turn on itself and initiate the great
destruction from the center of Atlantia..
The warriors dominated the legal and political
governments of Atlantia and were the people that other nation groups
knew the most about. The world didnt know that there were hundreds
of thousands of Atlantians that were peaceful people and only wanted
to live in peace with everyone. Although it was common knowledge in
Atlantia that other groups populating the earth were subhuman. This
term was used often in classrooms and all Atlantians understood the
true meaning. It meant that Atlantians were a superior group and were
intended to dominate the world.

I looked at John.
You dont remember Atlantia? he asked.
I dont know, I said. Then, while I didnt remember
him, I didnt know what to say about my childhood memories,
recollections of Atlantia and actually hesitated because he still smiled. I
didnt know for certain if he joked with me or not. Tell me, I said
trying to appear disbelieving. Were we friends in Atlantia?
Of course. Great friends. And I dont know why!
Why do you say that? I pushed his resume to one
side. I was more interested in Johns conversation than I was in
interviewing him. I already knew I wanted to hire him.
You played tricks on me and cheated me almost all of
the time.
We laughed.
Not only in Atlantia, but later in some Arab country.
We were bedouins...
Bedouins? I gushed. That sounds funny.
Not to me it wasnt. You sold me two sick camels. I
needed two more camels to add to my caravan. They needed to carry
heavy loads of merchandise: silks, perfumes, and water. And you
cheated me!
And are you certain we were friends?
Very certain. Outside of my wife, you were my
favorite person.
In past lives, I said.
In past lives, he replied.
We were silent for a long moment. Some day Ill tell
you another story, that really is beyond belief...
Id be interested in hearing it, I said.
Only this time, you werent involved, he said.
Maybe you were late in getting back. I dont know. At least I dont
recall that you were involved.
I looked down at his shiny shoes. He glanced down at
them. John smiled.
Its funny the things one remembers, he said.
What? I said, almost shouting. I stared at his shoes
and then mine.
Do you remember the discussions we had about how
the clabo stayed on our feet?
Clabo? I said and knew immediately that clabo meant
shoes or footwear. You remember the name for shoes? I asked.
Yeah and I remember that you were always concerned
about your feet. I dont know why because you had a physical build
that was always admired...
Really?
Yep. But, you were always inquisitive. You were a
young officer in the Atlantian Army and I was in the Atlantian Navy.
You wanted me to switch to the Army...

John continued to talk. I listened intently. As he talked
I told my secretary to hold my calls. I didnt want to miss any of what
he told me. It was like he was reading from a history textbook about a
civilization that for most of the world was only legend or unproven
rumors, but to me and apparently John Harper, Johns words were part
of our past lives.
Of course I hired John. I put him in charge of
documentation for the trainer project. He did very well. We were
always together at work, conferring many times during the course of a
work day, but we didnt socialize. It never occurred to me to socialize,
although I had told my wife about John.
My boss gave a victory party on the eve of trainer sell-
off to the U.S. Navy. This meant that my company personnel and navy
personnel got together and celebrated. Spouses were included although
few spouses came to these parties. Many of the participants drank more
than they should have, although neither John nor I drank heavily. A
single highball or Martini, yes, but not three, four or five just to get
drunk.
John was late in arriving at this evening celebration
and I sensed all was not well. He missed the main speech by our boss
followed by the Commanders words about how great the trainer was,
how marvelously correct the trainers responses were and how pleased
the government was with the trainer. He missed a lot because they
complimented John and myself with regards to the documentation,
especially the detail in the Test Procedure Documents.
When he did arrive, it was a different John Harper, a
troubled man, than I had know the last several months. He went to the
punch bowl and drank two quick cups of spiked punch. He looked up,
saw me, wiped his mouth with a small cocktail napkin and lowered his
eyelids. I knew something was not right with John.
I stared at him as he slowly approached me. He
stopped standing a few feet from me.
What is it? I asked.
This may not be the time or place, but I think its time
I told you about the Mirror Image!
The what? I asked.
Lets go out of the terrace, he said as he took my
elbow. We walked out of the large room, through the French doors out
onto the wide terrace. I felt a sorrow that wasnt mine. I shivered as
the night air surrounded us. I know I was going to hear not only a
strange tale from Johns past but something that would affect my life. I
leaned against the concrete rail as John looked up at me and began to
speak.
Do you remember that I told you that I was a pilot in
World War II?
Yeah, I said. I was still a kid...
Well, Farley, my friend, you were just late in getting
back to this planet...
We laughed again. I frowned. Whats up? I pulled
myself up and sat on the railing.
I was a pilot in the U. S. Air Force...
Yeah...
I meant his young woman, well, I was twenty-two and
she was twenty...
I nodded.
She meant everything to me. I loved her so much that
it hurt. I stopped catting around, had a physical to make certain I didnt
have any strange diseases. You know what I mean...
I nodded again.
She lived in an area of London not too far from the
airfield where I was stationed. I couldnt believe how masculine I felt
when I held her in my arms. She was mine. All mine. A feeling and
an experience unsurpassed in my life.
I understood Johns meaning.
I flew bombing missions over Europe and Germany
and would think only of her even when the flak from German anti-
aircraft guns was heavy. I knew I wouldnt be harmed or anything and
that I would get back from a mission.
Well, one afternoon we returned from a bombing raid
and I saw that the area around the airbase had many buildings that were
destroyed and others were still burning. The German Air Force had
made a daytime raid on the airbase.
My heart beat rapidly. I couldnt land, get out of my
aircraft change and catch a bus into the small hamlet. My bombardier
buddy went with me.
The two story building Marion lived in was bombed
out. They had a row of covered bodies and were allowing no persons
close to the buildings. They said they didnt know whether or not
unexploded bombs remained.
I told the official in charge that my fiancé lived in the
building that had been destroyed and I didnt wait for permission. I
rushed passed him and he made no attempt to stop me. My buddy
stood next to me as uncovered the faces and bodies of dead and burned
men and women, children, pets, and finally I heard a moan. I glanced
down the row of blanket covered bodies, looked at my buddy and we
rushed to the stirring body. I raised the blanket. Marion looked up at
me. She shook her head slowly. I didnt understand what she meant.
She raised her hand toward me and caressed my cheek. She was weak.
I knew she was dying.
My love, she said. Her voice was faint. I wrote you
a note. I didnt think it would happen this soon, though.
I leaned down closer to her. She told me she would be
back and we would be together again, but it would not be the next
time. Then she said two things to me that I have never forgotten. She
told me to take her ring, that she would be back for it, and secondly,
the next time was not the time. When she died, the next time, I would
also die shortly thereafter. The third time would be magic!
I looked down at her hand and she nodded for me to
remove her engagement ring. The ring I had given a few weeks before.
Her hand and fingers were horribly burned. The flesh peeled of her
hand as I moved the ring forward. I was in great pain as I slid the ring
down her finger. She didnt react. God had spared her the pain of her
death.
I cried as I took the ring, wrapped it in a handkerchief
and bent down to kiss her lips. She had no tears. Her body was void of
an abundance of fluid but she looked at me and I knew I had pure love
from a woman that was now leaving my life.
I felt the steadying hand of my buddy on my shoulder
as Marion ceased to breath. I kissed her one more time, stood, turned
to my buddy and cried on his shoulder. He cried too.
I looked up as an police official approached me. I had
seen him before.
Bad news, is it, Yank? he said. His words were
solemn.
Its Miss Marion, isnt it? he asked, pulling the top
of the blanket away from her face. Ts a rotten shame. So young, so
beautiful, so friendly a lass.
May I take her...
He looked at me and asked. Will you be making
arrangements for burial?
Yes, I said. She has no family.
Bless you, Yank, he said. And you know how sorry
I am about Miss Marion.
Thank you constable, sir, I said.
I hand John a handkerchief and he took it.
I have never forgotten what she said about the ring
and about we wont be together the second time, but the third time will
be magic.

Then John told me an even more extraordinary story.
Marions funeral was attended only by his close air force friends and
buddies. It was a lonely funeral. She had only lived in her small
apartment near the airbase for a few months before she met John
Harper and had not had time to work at the base and make new
friends.
The war ended before his last mission and he returned
to the United States. He went back to college and graduated with an
engineering degree. He went to work for a company that sold
equipment to various universities and he had occasion to visit another
friend, in the East, who was a professor of parapsychology.
Most of Johns time involved meeting managers and
company owners and he tried to sell them various tools and equipment.
One day he kept an appointment with the manager of a company and
walked into the managers outer office. The secretary rubbed her hand
and finger and looked up at John. At first he didnt notice anything
different about the young woman. He guessed she was about twenty-
five. But suddenly her mannerisms brought back memories of Marion
and he hadnt thought about Marion for a long time.
Whats the matter with your hand? John asked.
Oh, its this allergy of mine. I cant wear a ring. My
finance wanted me to wear this engagement ring on this finger and I
get a rash every time I put a ring on this finger. She spread her
fingers and looked at her hand.
Why do you think that you get the rash? John asked.
I dont know. Ive always been sensitive to rings on
that finger. And, only that finger. Now, isnt that a strange thing?
It is, indeed, John said.
The buzzer rang.
Is Mr. Harper here? the voice asked.
Yes, hes here, she answered.
How did she know my name is Harper? John thought.
Then she said, Youre name is John Harper, isnt it?
Yes, John said and nodded.

John sat in the managers office and felt like a robot
talking his products, their cost-effectiveness. His mind couldnt see
anything but the womans hand and finger.
What is you secretaries name? John asked.
Miriam, the man replied. Oh, he said. Her name is
Miriam Jones. Shes engaged to be married. He leaned back in his
swivel chair. Why do you ask?
She looks familiar to me.
Shes pretty, isnt she?
Yes, John said. I wonder if she I could impose on
you, I shall pay her or you fort her time. I need to have a letter
written. Its personal and I would like her to type it for me, if I could
dictate it to her.
No problem. We often help sales persons this way.
You may have to take her to lunch though, if shes willing. And, by
the way, leave you order form here and Ill fill in the supplies and
equipment I want to purchase.
John thanked the manager and walked out of the office.
John told me he took the woman to lunch, they got
along very well, and she did not appear to be a stranger to him. He
dictated the letter and told her it was a letter to his wife. In actuality it
was the letter that his former fiancé had mailed to him, in England,
before she died. He requested she write it in longhand as opposed to
taking dictation. She agreed. And then he asked her to type the note.
He said all he wanted was her hand written note. He told her to type
the note only as a ruse. So she would think the letter was an important
letter to his wife.
John told me that after she handed him the typed note,
she asked if he wanted a plain envelope. He replied he had one and
would mail the letter himself. She smiled.
He left the office, called his friend at the paranormal
research lab, told him his thoughts, which were. This woman he had
just met was the reincarnation of his former fiancé and John requested
from his friend that one of his handwriting experts examine the two
notes. His friend sensed Johns anxiety and agreed to an immediate
analysis. After the analysis, he told John, the script was from the same
person. Morever, two words were misspelled both in Marions note
and the note written by Miriam. The word meeting was misspelled as
meating and the word tomorrow was misspelled as tommorrow.
Theres no doubt. The two notes were written by the
same person. His friend thanked the analyst who left the room. He
stopped at the door. Its curious too.
Whats curious? John asked.
There is a flavor of English education in the two notes.
You say that these women are American?
No, I didnt say that? John said.
Well, I would guess they were educated in England,
the man said and shut the door.
I would like to talk to Miriam, if that would be
possible.
I dont know. I dont know her well. Maybe she
wouldnt want to.

Well, John told me she agreed to a regression session
and during regression she was told she was sitting in a movie theater
watching a love story. She psycho-analyst led her through the story.
He recounted the bombing scene and told her she saw bodies of dead
and dying people under blue blankets.
She nodded and said. That one over there is me!
John said he gasped and knew Miriam was indeed
Marion.
A photographer from the photo lab came in and handed
a report to Johns friend. He smiled at John and glanced at Miriam.
Indeed a mirror image, he said and walked out of the room.
John knew the meaning of the term, Mirror Image. A mirror contains the opposite of any object. His friend agreed
and John put the two photographs, one of Miriam and one of Marion
side by side and showed them to me.
 Marion Miriam
Do you see what I mean? he asked. Either way you
looked at them. One is the mirror image of the other photograph. He
showed them to me and even thought the evening light wasnt all that
great I could see that a casual glance would tell a person these
photographs were of the same person.
He continued with his story. Ive carried these
photographs for several years. Shes married now and Ive been
married for a long time. Weve agreed to remain friends. My wife
doesnt know the story and neither does her present husband...
He continued and I wondered what great scientific
proof this story could present to world. Jesuss words, In my fathers
house are many mansions, if it were not so I would have told you.
really could take on significant meaning and answer many questions.
But I now looked at John and understood the great pain
he had to suffer. Little did I know as he continued.
Just before I left home tonight, my wife was shopping.
She never attends these company functions. I called and Miriam has
been in a serious accident.
How badly hurt is she? How bad?
Pretty bad, Farley, John said, shook his head and
closed his eyes.
I put my hand on his shoulder. I dont know what to
say John. How can I help?
I dont know either. I feel so alone...
Youre not alone John. Ill stay with you until...
A voice from a man standing at the French doors,
asked, Are either of you Mr. John Harper?
I am John Harper, John said, turned and frowned.
You have a personal call. I can plug it in for you out
here if you would care to take the call here.
The waiter walked over to the railing, set the telephone
down and plugged into a telephone jack we hadnt noticed. Line 32,
he said to someone and handed the receiver to John.
This is John Harper. Yes. Oh no! he said and leaned
hard against the concrete railing. He slumped. I steadied him. He let
go of the telephone receiver. I picked it up.
Im a friend of Mr. Harper. Can I help?
The man on the other end of the line said that Miriam
Jones had passed away in the hospital as a result of an automobile
accident and she wanted to be certain we contact Mr. John Harper. The
voice asked, Is Mr. Harper a relative?
In a way, I said. I thought how stupid my response
must have sounded.
Does he understand the demise? the voice asked.

The next few days, John was not himself and asked me
if he could be excused from work for a short time. Of course I agreed.
No other person, even my wife knew the story. He couldnt tell the
story to the world because his and her spouse would not understand.
Both Miriam and John knew they couldnt understand and they knew
why.
I sat at my desk a few days later when the telephone
rang. I know what the call was about.
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